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Tyler's younger Brother was a Paul Bearer for Tyler. I saw a young man turn old that day. The Emotions that ran through so many of us was so raw and painful. I wrote this poem for Evan. These boys were my babies.
That Final Stretch
(From Hearse To Grave)
Today was the hardest day of your life so far. Ripping at your Heart and no doubt leaving a scar.
Seeing how bad your Mother is hurting and knowing you can not ease the pain. Your Heart is so broken and you wonder if life will ever be the same?
That Final Stretch will play over and over in your head, Carrying your brother with so much dred. Wanting him back here, alive and not Dead. That Final stretch from Hearse to Grave.
Looking from one Paul Bearer to Another, Wishing it were a dream. He was your best friend; Together the two of you a team!
You search for a way to make it untrue, to stop these horrible grief stricken blues. You would try anything if there was nothing to loose.
That final stretch will always be with you. Carrying your Brother was the right thing to do. That Final Stretch from Hearse to Grave.
Just last week you were carefree and wild, no worries to recall. Today you feel as if you have lost it all. Your young mind trying to speed out of control. What do you do next? You Really don't know.
That Final Stretch etched deep in your mind. You'll carry this weight for a very long time. That final stretch from Hearse To Grave.        
In Loving Memory of
Tyler E. Jackson 
1988-2010
Tyler is my Great-Nephew, my first Great one :) A beautiful baby and georgous young man. His life ended on June 15th 2010 at 6:30 am. He drowned in the murky waters of Markle Mill Dam, an old mill that time and people negelected. A place where public swimming should be banned. Below is a pic of Tyler, those Electric blue eyes, that boyish charm. Tyler Aunt Mary misses you horrible and I Love you  ALWAYS! Rest In Peace Baby.
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I just want to say a very special thanks to First the owners of OB, Because of you my last days have been filled with love and kindness from so many wonderful people from across the globe.
And to RoHoGirL, Andrea, Cissy, Vonda, DesertTD, Jake,  Steve, Sadies, Cinny, Gizzy, Reta, Summerbreeze, Aussie Angel, Angel, Birdyyyyy, Block, swt, Steph, Vicki,  Marly, Mary, Nanci, ub, renee, icy, hay, hugs, gym, Fabs, Spankee, BlueButterfly, tbear, Kimmy, sandygrl, only4, golfer, only4,       (the gentleman who offered to help pay for my HD restore), xxxxDxxxx,  Kara, AngelFalls, samsarah, blueeyedgirl, onlymek and so many other wonderful people. Please take no offence if I didnt name you, you still are in my heart!. You have put footprints in my heart that I get to take with me. and I Cherish you. God will bless each of you for the kindness you show me.Im sure of that. Love from my Heart and a sincere thank You.
Death is not an Ending, but a Begining to No more pain and suffering and no more hunger or needs. It's a Blessing
 Knowing
When I wake each day and God has granted me life I know he has greater plans for me on this earth still.
I have to let go of my hurts and dissapointments and follow his will.
When I see my friends and share my thoughts and thiers too. Its then that I know im loved.
Kind words and laughter can make a world of difference to someone.
I must say that What I will take with me when I pass, is Your kind words as Footprints in my heart.
Thank you all for the Kindness and support.
Often times at home there may be none. I do hope I have and Will touch your life in a Possitive way too.
God Bless and lots of Love
Mary
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The Pics below are me, My Great Neice Destiny Modeling, My Great Nephew Tyler (RIP)